i used to think love was enough - w4m (specific person)

"guess not? i want to love you, I want to be your lady. I want to not feel crazy for still loving you. I want to mean more to someone than an anonymous message.

I understand that I did you wrong, but you weren't mr. innocent. The primal nature of our relationship hasn't always been easy for either of to stomach, and hurt feelings seem to dominate our past. I dreamt about you last week, you were singing to me while playing piano. You were wearing this cheesy beige polyester leisure suit, with a multicoloured low cut v-neck shirt with collar. The image made me laugh so damn hard, and I've been using it to cheer me up. ;-)

I miss the smile that your presence used to create. See you in another life? Promise?"