I just.. - w4m

"wish I didn't need you all the time. Everytime I walk into work, I see your face and I remember when it was inches away from mine, whispering my name and telling me how beautiful I am. You still don't know what you do to me, M. Please stop making me think that there could be something in the future; I'm holding on a miniscule thread of hope and have been for some time. I either need to move forward alone or move forward with your hand in mine- can you make a decision...

...and can you please make the one that I want? I don't normally beg, but your skin on mine feels like frissions and pinpricks. I don't want to forget that sensation.

E."